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Twenty-One

Something that doesn’t get better is life. Life gets harder as you get older you just have to know how to deal with it. Life is easy as a baby because you have no responsibility, all the responsibilities are on your parent/guardian. As you get older you have to become responsible & then your in charge of handling certain things yourself and at some point you become completely in charge of yourself. An adult they might say, you’ll be responsible for paying every bill and all your personal wants have to be paid for by you and life becomes less enjoyable. It becomes worse as the years go on.

Twenty

 This week I plan to study for my SAT exam and to possibly go to a friends house. I haven’t done much since spread break so it would be nice to do something this weekend. I also will do my chores per usual & clean my room. A new movie came out so i’ll be watching that as well.

Nineteen

 I bought a bunch of clothes from shein and I was so excited about them. I got the clothes after waiting for 2 weeks and all the clothes were big as ever. Nothing fit properly at all, everything was big and baggy. I definitely regret buying all those clothes and had to return all the clothes.

Eighteen

  18. I wish I had asked my mother to sign up for the secure the bag with telfar because people had an opportunity to buy any of the telfar bags and as many as they wanted. It was like a weekend thing where you buy the bags (AKA: secure them) and they would come between july and october. The point is you would've gotten whichever ones you wanted. I wish I would've told her about it and asked her to get me some of them because everybody that knows me knows I absolutely love telfeezys.

Seventeen

17. One person I forgot was my Uncle Roland. Of course I remember him now or I wouldn’t be talking about him. He is one of my mothers brothers and he is not the best. He is very disrespectful and not the nicest person. The last time I saw him was probably 2008. It was 2008 because I remember us listening to the new Calabria 2008 version by ENUR. After that I never saw him again and completely forgot he existed until about a year ago. When he did some very distasteful and disgraceful things to some family members including my mom.  

Sixteen

  16. I knew my relationship was over when I lost interest. It started off well but as time went on we talked to each other less and less. I was also getting tired of her habits. Every time I called or texted her she was somewhere smoking or about to smoke. That really made me feel like she was a junkie and was not doing anything for herself. She also had severe mental health problems. She would always be somewhere fighting or about to kill herself. This caused me to stress constantly and I felt the need to check in on her at least once every 30 minutes. In the end, I cut her off because she went the whole week without texting me so I broke up with her through text. She had texted me back a few days after I sent the text she told me she was in jail for drugs and I knew I had made the right decision.

Fifteen

  15. The most recent time I had no fun was when I was in New York for Thanksgiving. My mother and I don’t get along so I already knew that the trip was going to be very tense.  I really didn’t want to be there. It was honestly very cold and I hated every second that I was Outside. The second thing that made the trip so horrible was that my godmother kept eating my food which everyone knows that I hate. The last thing that made the trip even worse was when my grandmother gave me money to do whatever I wanted with it so I bought my friends some Christmas gifts. When my mother found out she returned all of the stuff even the things that were non-refundable behind my back and I didn’t find out until the day I was leaving.