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  A question I wished I had asked: I wish I asked my mother to get me the pink Telfar bag that was on sale two weeks ago. The bag was so cute and I wanted it soo bad. I didn’t ask her because I thought she would say no, but when I finally built up the courage to ask her I had to get the chocolate one (dark brown). It’s cute but the pink one was way cuter. I really regret not asking sooner.

When I knew something was over: I knew my relationship was over when I lost interest. It started off well but as time went on we talked to each other less and less. I was also getting tired of her habits. Every time I called or texted her she was somewhere smoking or about to smoke. That really made me feel like she was a junkie and was not doing anything for herself. She also had severe mental health problems. She would always be somewhere fighting or about to kill herself. This caused me to stress constantly and I felt the need to check in on her at least once every 30 minutes. In the end, I cut her off because she went the whole week without texting me so I broke up with her through text. She had texted me back a few days after I sent the text she told me she was in jail for drugs and I knew I had made the right decision.

  Something that doesn’t get better: Life honestly doesn’t get better or easier. I say that because as you get older you stress more because you have more responsibilities. Making changes in your life also gets harder. Lastly, life doesn’t get better because as you get older you have fewer resources and more problems.

  A time I had no fun at all:  The most recent time I had no fun was when I was in New York for Thanksgiving. My mother and I don’t get along so I already knew that the trip was going to be very tense.  I really didn’t want to be there. It was honestly very cold and I hated every second that I was Outside. The second thing that made the trip so horrible was that my godmother kept eating my food which everyone knows that I hate. The last thing that made the trip even worse was when my grandmother gave me money to do whatever I wanted with it so I bought my friends some Christmas gifts. When my mother found out she returned all of the stuff even the things that were non-refundable behind my back and I didn’t find out until the day I was leaving.

  A gift that was not well received: When I was 12 year old I got my mom a tumbler for mothers day and she hated it. A tumbler is a fancy cup. When I gave it to her I was very excited because I thought she would love it because always said she needed a cup to put her drinks in. At first she told me she loved the gift but a week later she told me she didn’t like it at all. After that  I took it from her and used it for myself.

  Something you don’t exactly remember: Something I don’t exactly remember is my elementary school best friend. I remember that she was tall, light-skinned, really nice, and exactly two months older than me. I also remember that we had the same last names but I can’t remember her first name. I just remember doing everything with her. From eating lunch to going outside with her and having a bunch of playdates with her. We stopped talking because I went to a different school but I do miss her a lot.

  Something I used to know how to do: I used to know how to do the jerk. This weird challenge has come out. They say skipping backward can help if you don’t know how to, at first I didn’t believe it but I tried and it turned out better than I expected. When I was younger I could do the jerk but now I can barely skip.

A Time I Knew was in trouble:  The most recent time was when my mama was home before me and I lied about where I was. I was with my friends and we were riding around and we got something to eat. I had told my mama I was at home sleeping. When I got home my mama walked out of her room and said finish your conversation because I was on the phone with a friend telling her what I did and where I was.To sum it up we had a long conversation about honesty and trust.

  Something you have too much of: I honestly have too many clothes. My room looks like a closet with a bed in it.I started hoarding clothes when COVID started because I was buying clothes knowing I had nowhere to wear them to. Everything was on sale during Covid so I felt like I had to buy them. Clothes became my life, I had to buy three bins to hold all the clothes, not including clothes I had before covid.

  Someone being born: Eight years ago my little cousin Lexy was born on September 28 at 4:14 pm. She was supposed to be a c section baby because she wasn’t facing the right way, but when Shawndel’s water broke Lexy was facing the right way and coming out. AS soon as she got in the bed she was pushing the baby out. After she was born they let me in the room and I was the first to see her.

Dressed Inappropriately: When I was 13 years old I wore jeans to my friend's formal birthday dinner. When I got there my friend's mom asked me why I wore3 the jeans so I had told her that I didn’t have anything to wear. She then told me that I should have told her because she would’ve bought me something, which made me feel even more embarrassed. In the end, my mama went home to get me more clothes.